Wow.
A lot has happened in the past four months.
I made new friends, and built more relationships up.
me and nickolas elliot got together for awhile, and that was a wreck.
we were better off friends, and now i'm with cameron again.
we're definetly meant to be, for sure, hopefully.

and.

me and jamie miltner are friends again.
she can get on my nerves, but shes cool.
i also went to warped tour 07.
it was amazing, i almost died, during the under0ath mostpit though.
i fell down, because of the crowd was moving so fast; and some guy picked me up and we left that.
and me and steffanie got really good pictures, too.
we were seriosuly like, ten feet away from boys like girls.
omgggg..it was so good:D.


this summer was pretty amazing.
i started hangingout with more people towards the end of the summer, like the last month.
i also had a lot of bonfires and went to a few.
they were fun: ).



then.

hmm.

school started, and its good so far.
my classes aren't too hard, and i'm in choir, too.
i love it, its so much fun.;

then cameron, my beebee, is in my fourth hour math class.
so its good.
i love him: ).

but oh well.

<3.

goodbyee.

i don't know anything else to type.
hehe..
:D.

so the last day of school was fun.
we got demolished with shaving cream.
among many other things.


that was june eighth.

yepp.

uh.

then on sunday i got grounded for shoplifting with wrinkles.
so thats how my 07 summer started out.
pretty sucky, huh?

then.
i cleaned for like.
a weak straight.,
then on saturday was lances graduation party.
which SUCKED ASSHOLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEE.

yepp.

but Freya and Samantha came over, so it wasn't that badd.
then Freya stayed for two nights.

then  I came to her house, which I am currently at.

And I don't plan on coming home anytime soon either.


I finally seen Cameron today.
I'm so happy we're friends again.
I really couldn't live without that boyy.

eek.

so alright.

i'll post another journal later on this weak.
about how the rest went.
<33.

so this weak has been pretty good.
not very many problems.
even though.
i keep missing the bus.
this weak is officailly my VERY last weak of school.
im so happy.

eek!

this weakend im supposed to be hanging out with Ferris, Freya, D, Danielle, Sam, Anthony and some more people.
im really excited.
Sam is having a bon-fire on Friday and we're burning all of our old homework and stuff from this year.
we have about two or three garbage bags full.
its going to be fun, because ferris and D are coming for me and freya:D.
hehe.


D asked Freya out last night, it was so cute, because shes had the biggest crush on him for like ever now, so im really happy for her.

I really like Ferris, but i dont know if he likes me that way, he says he does, but he doesn't act like it.
so i dont really know what to do.
i still miss Cameron, and im happy his "girlfriend" is moving else where.
so we might HOPEFULLY get back together, but i doubt it.

Thursday is eighth grade graduation and the dance.
im going with Freya and Melanie.
its going to be awesome.
:DDDDD.


oh.
ps:me and melanie are friends again.


so.
two nights ago.
i dyed my hair.
it looks really good.
ill post a picture of it soon.
:].


alright.
goodbye.
for now.

so this week has been good so far.
i hungout with my mom on Monday, and we went to Richmond for some things.
I got some zebra-licious underwear:D.
their hella cuteeee.

but yeah.
anyways.

on tuesday.
i hungout with Cameron and Freya.
i went to Camerons house after school for awhile.
and i gave him sixteen bite marks, heh:].
then.
i met freya at the park a while after.
and.
she was madd because i was WAY late.
: /.

but it was ALL GOOD in da hood..hehe yupp in my red tee<3.

then.
anyways.
we walked around and smoked and stuff.
and.
then we seen this little girl at the park.
omfg.
she was SO FUCKING CUUUTE.
and.
she played with us and stuff on the playscape thingy.
it was fun.
i felt like we were babysitting her, but we didn't even know her.
i loved it she was so adorablee.

but yeah.

then today.

we made fun of "Wrinkles!"
among many other things.

my wrist is all red from freya hitting my with her spoon and pen.
hah.
it felt awsome though, so i let her hit me with it.

then.
after school.
im going to her house.
and then.
we're going to a baseball game since i promised keefe i would come watch him playy.
yep.
then after that.
we're going to the youth center and playing on the swings and shit.
then.
we're going to go to probably hangout with Cameron and Dusten, depending on how late they come home.

yyeahh.

im stoked.

:D.

kay goodbye.<3.

so this weakend didn't quite work the way i wanted it to.
but friday was good for the most part.
i walked uptown with freya,danielle,and allison for most of the day.
but after school.
we went to camerons house.
and hungout there for awhile with him and dusten.

this time.
freya and dusten did not try eating emmy's fishy:].
but dusten broke into some cookies.
and dropped them all over the floor.
because dustens a klutz.
:D.
but hes pretty sweet, anyways.

then.
when we had to leave.
i bit camerons lip really hard.
and he bled.
:]]]].

it was silly.


afterwards.
we walked to allisons.
and got her and then went to subway and jonny's.
and bought jones soda and cookies:D.
then we walked to the park-izzle.
and played on the stuff there.
because.
we're sweet.

then.

we walked to leons house and stole some cigs.
and.
then walked back to the park, but this old lady needed help.
so we helped her load a dresser into her truck for like.
an hour or less.

then.
it was about...
10.
and we walked on the hidden trails on benton.

it was fun.
then i got yelled at for being uptown so late.
so danielle's mom came and got us.

and me and freya came home.
and.
hungout with lance[lancisco].
haha.



then took bendryl.
talked to ferris.
and passed out.


that was friday night.

then.

today i cleaned,cleaned,cleaned.

and played with the babey kittens:].

but tomorrow.

i get to hopefully see my babeh.
if his mom lets him come over.
possibly?

so im excited.
but first.
i have to go watch my brother and some of my friends graduate:/.

rawr. so now.
melanie and nicole hate me for some stupid reasons.
they said that im spending too much time with my boyfriend,
when i only see him like.
once a week besides school..which is for like ten minutes out of the day.
i find it stupid, very stupid.
so now they hate me because of that.

retarted i know right?

but oh well.
im going to warren soon.
and im excited.
i talked to Mariah and William on the phone last night.
and their REAL excited for me to come down.

We're all gunna go tanning, and go to the JUNE concert with Leona and stuff for her birthday.
I'm so excited.
I love Juneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and I'm going down there with Steffanie, so its all good.
This weekend their coming to my house and helping me clean so we can go uptown and see Cameron and Dusten:].
[stef and leona].






but yeah anyways.
everyones going to be gone.
when i come down.
so im staying until Monday[ Memorial Day].
Just so I can see everyone that i want to see.
and i think.
im actually going to go to Tony's house this time.
Because we're friends again, and i havent been there since like January-ishh.

i miss it.

i miss old times and my old friends.
im happy im talking to most of them again.
yippeee.

so  its been one month for me and cameron.
and nine months for me and lauren being married.
isnt that a long time?
my two longest relationships EVER.
crazy...i know.


but yep.
i dont know what else to type.
nothing real exciting has happened in the last few days.
except for the fact.
that some of my friends are finally graduating.
its crazy, and hard to believe.

chris,cortney,john,lance,chantel,lauren,brandon,james,ashley,ashly,and a few others.
im so sadd.
i wont see them for awhile.

*tear*...


but oh well.
im happy for them.
and i know i will see them over the summer.
at the many parties i need to go to, to say goodbye and all that jazz.

kay well i have to go!
bells about to ring.

GOODBYE LJ.

ROAR.
hiii.
I got a new camera.
:].
Steffanie gave me her old one.
right now.
William and I are talking again, which makes me excited:D.
hes amazing.
hes my FASHO best frrrrriiiiieeeend!

and im with cameron now.
which is exciting:].
ROAR.

KAYBYE!

so on thursday i went to yale, for a talent show. it was a lot of fun. i got to see like everyone. i ALSO GOT TO SEE MY LEONA! yey. ive missed that hoe yo. shes amazingggggggx8905904. right now im talking my mother into letting me go back to Yale next year. thats if we don't move by then...=/. but yeah. i met a couple new people...i met some kid from Eagland, because hes a foreign exchange student...hahaaa he was so funny...he was like ID TAP THAT to some chinese boy...and he did this funny dance thing. it was so funny. me and steffanie played the xellophone in the band room, it was so bigg. it made me smile! yup in my white tee. i also got to see jewish boy anthony...his band from yale played in the talent show. their amazing. i love derrick. haha. meeeow. i got to see WADIFER AND NICOLAS I MISSED THEM SO SO SO SO MUCHH! lol. lauren was in the talent show too. her and some friends did THRILLER by MJackson, and chris seaton was michael jackson so he came out and did the moon walk in the middle of the song, then nicolas came out with half of his shirt on, and he was dancing, it was SO funny. haha. well that was the most recent fun thing ive done.

love erica.<3.

Geez.
Last weekend:
I went to Melanies dads house wif her, we bought cds and stuff. Then on Sunday, we came home, and i dyed her hair. But the dumb lady at Sallys told us we would only need two packets of bleach, when we actually needed like six. So it didn't come out too great. Hah. It was funny. But its fine. Its just red instead of pink. Hahaha. Then hopefully this weekend, i can find a ride to Warren and visit people/go to the DLM show and things. Saturday, I'm going to an art show with my mother and my aunt cheyrl...Goody. I hate family-funfilled days. Gahh. So I really like Cameron, but he has a fucken girlfriend. Which is gay for me, because all of the guys i get to like a lot always have girlfriends.GRRR. But oh well. Tomorrow, i might finally hangout with John. I miss him so muchhh!!!! I haven't seen him in like a year. Its horrible. We used to be like best friends, but over summer we stopped talking, like most of my friends in Yale. But oh well. People are lame. I don't even know who im friends with these days. I don't really care anymore. AHH. In gym, i keep pulling a mucsle in my leg, and these dumb bitches are calling me lazy because i sit out for running because of my leg. They are like HUGE and don't need to be talking. I fucken hate dumb Memphis kids. Their GHEY! I miss my annoying, fun, amazing Yale Friendsss! But whatever, not much i can do about that one either. Life is just that sweet hmm? yeah. Who Cares...nobody will probably even read this. I dont know why im posting anything. BLAHHH.
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

iloveyoumathew.<3.<3.<3.









<33Erica.

I love you Lauren Michel!!!
I love you William[IES!]
I love you Matchuu.
I love you Steffffaycakes<3.
I love you Michael.
I love you POOKS.
I love you Kkkoles.
I love you Wadifer.
I love you MALLZZ.
I love you Cameron!
I LOVE EVERYONE that im friends with!

So lately i have been a little depressed.
I don't know what to do about it though.
I'm so tired of getting yelled at and stuff.
And I'm also sick of people at my school...their getting WAY annoying.
Everyone copies off of everything i do. -my style. -hair. -ideas. -habbits. -friends/music. I'm SOO sick of it!
I'm like going to fuck a slut up...seriously. Well...I quit smoking. Thank God...haha.
I wanna hangout with Steffanie, Shelby , and Michael so badd!!!
Their Amazing, i love them to death...they don't even know how much i love them.
GOD.
Warren kids are gay lately...so i don't care if i go there anymore...i'm so sick of everything there and everyone...it got old.
But whatever...ill get over it. Everything at home and school is just messed up right now. I'm failing two classes because the teachers are fucken dumb, and i hate them! I don't know anymore. I just miss summer so much. I hate how things are going. The only person, thats actually made me happy in the last two weeks is Cameron and Steffanie. Their amazing. Today Cameron seen that i was down, so he came up to me and gave me a hug, and we sat down for awhile. He's uber nice. He's MY FAVORITE...nobody else's...damnit. Hah. I don't know, i guess i've just been keeping everything in for so long, that i don't know what to do. Also with relationships with boys, is terrible. I always fuck them up. I had an amazing boyfriend awhile back, but i did something terrible, and it seemed like the days weren't long enough...i lost it...i was just dumb then...honestly i don't even know why i did that to him, i still feel badd, and its the only thing i will ever regret. But oh well...it's not like i can go back in time or anything, or trust me i would, he was one of the only guys i've ever fallen in love with...but oh Wellllllll. I need to get out of my house, and go do something for awhile, like really get out, and not have to worry bout anything...it seems i'm always worrying latelt i dont know whats wrong with me...but yeah. Everyone hates me now...i don't know whats wrong with them. The only person i want to really hangout with is Steffanie. We never get to hangout anymore. It sucks. Alot. It's fucken dumb, shes always either grounded, or we can never find someone to drive us anywhere so we can hangout.FUCKEN GAY! i dont knowwww! So, hopefully on March Ninth i'm going to this amazing show at the new myspace cafe. At the last show i went to there, i met so many amazing people, and i talk to like all of them now. I love it. Well i think i've written enough for todaaaay! kaybye<3.